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<3 Tay

I am so freeking sick of trying to be good enough for you people...I Dont get it...i try to be nice and it blows up in my freeking face....well you know what...i am done...maybe i should just go away b/c NO ONE WOULD CARE!!! No one understands what i am going through...i feel invisable all the time...i am done!!! Hope you are happy!

<3 Tay

.....Sometimes I wonder.....maybe if I went away..everyones lives would be better....

<3 Tay

Hey everyone....im sorry for ne thing i said on my last post.....something happened..because of something he said to someone and that someone told me and it wasnt true when he said it...now it has turned into this huge thing...and someone that i know and care about got hurt because of something i told him that i shouldnt have....you know who you are and i am sorry...i am very  mad at this person though....he said and did some very unacceptable things when i was talking to him....we wont even get into that....i guess everything is ok with me and this "boy" but i still am upset with the other person right now....well i am sorry if i hurt ne one!!!

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to try and never become that way again
‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.

<3 Tay

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Hey everyone....well i am grounded so i dont get to be on here very much but i am every once and i while....well there is this guy....i like this guy ALOT and this guy likes me but we cant date just yet....we both need time and there are some other situations involved that i dont want too get into...well i cant wait until we date though...he is nice and sweet and very very cute and i just cant wait....ne ways....here is a picture i found from a long time ago at church!!!

 Ellen looks sooo pretty(like always) and Abby lookes soo tiny...and i just look like....YUCK!!! talk about Double Chin!!! lol...i thought it was cute.....that is when we were in like the 5th grade!!! i love you guys soooo much!!

well leave some....

<3 Tay

i love that one special person!!